yo yo yo

so I never know if I should write about the stuff on my brain.

but sometimes I try, so here goes. :)

anyways, I've been thinking about the duality of linear motion.

and I suppose it answers a question I had about the universe when I was 10 years younger. The question was "Could one compute the entirety of existance by knowing the entirety of one moment in time?"

the answer to that question, I believe now to be "no." :)

it is simply because of the duality of circular/linear motion. Pretty much everything in all of the universe that I know of has some sort of a momentum or velocity, whether it be emotional, physical or whatever.

I suppose all it does is remove a single variable from an equasion, and its like a "hey, guess where the variable is gonna show up" sorta game.

so, that's pretty cool. this blog taught me something. :)

so, to recap...

a circle would be a line, except that the circle adds one variable to the equasion of a line.

good steam

good steam.

I'm feeling good again. <3.

:P.

I feel pooped.

ya, pretty pooped.

I dunno why working has gotten me so pooped out.

I suppose it poops out everybody.

but I'm gonna have to work harder in the near future also. cause Kathy's gonna be out.

so, I have to talk to Kathy more on the job, and also be more rules-oriented on the job, like more... umm, bossy, almost.

:P

so, I'm not really sure what D+D character to play as either. I want one that I can RP in combat with. so I want someone who can get up and Melee, I like Barbarians a lot. <3

:P.

:).

LATER.

-Jonathan.

sad, like fer sher :P

ok, well, so my boss might not like me. apparently I've been getting on her nerves, not asking her about situations when I should have been asking her permission for stuff.

there was what I thought was an emergency situation where I thought someone had eaten laundry soap.

I mean, apparently, afterwards, I found out that they hadn't, but at the moment, instead of asking my boss what to do or telling her about the situation, I decided to try and find the number for poison control. I didn't find it or anything, but I would have called it had I found it.

anyways, so there was no issue with soap, but my boss got pissed at me for not asking her about this thing. I guess I thought that I didn't need to ask her about that sorta thing. I mean, I didn't think that the person may have imagined the whole thing about ingesting soap, which was the case.

I think its stupid to have to think that when someone tells you they might have eaten laundry soap to not treat it as a possible emergency.

I mean, I understand talking to staff about it. that makes sense, but my reaction was to call poison control. poison control is not the police, they don't send like an ambulance or anything, they give you a recommendation on what to do. I was going to tell my boss about it after I'd called them.

I dunno. Kathy keeps saying how open she is, but it hurts me when she doesn't tell me that shits wrong.

I dunno, I'm just upset.

<3,

Jonathan.

a bisexual buys me lunch...

ya.

crazy. I went over to a friend's house, and rumor has it that he's a bisexual or gay or something.

I wasn't really thinking about it when he said he'd buy me goddamn lunch at chili's.

how gay is that?

:P.

anyways, so ya, I felt a little violated. probably cause I felt uncomfortable with the idea of him comming on to me.

ya, it felt weird. :P

what the heckles.

jeeze.

:P.

friends come over unexpectedly

ya, it was pretty cool today.

Briezy and like Caryl showed up at my house after I got groceries. :)

I was just comming home, and I found them outside the door of my apartamento. :P

(that's spanish for my little casa on the secundo piso)

Caryl is obviously a very nice girl, and I think she'll be a wonderful influence on Briezy. :P

shit, I just had lunch, and like.... shit. I just got invited out to lunch. :P

time for a light snack. :)

anyways, I'm moving into another apartment on the ummm 16th of November. I'm not moving in with Katie yet, she hasn't gotten her situation straightened out yet. :)

When Briezy came over, it opened up my heart to all the vounerabilities that I forgot I felt. :)

it was a little wierd. :)

I feel like something has died in my house. Like a mouse or something.

it smells like rotten death close to my computer, and I don't like it. :P

anyways, I hope they didn't smell it when they came over. :)

hmmm. I'm glad Briezy's so happy or, at least she seems happy. :)

I haven't been on twitter too much, cause it requires so much upkeep and interest, both of which I do not have for twitter.

I miss journaling.

I've been playing a lot more WoW, and even some with my bro!!

I'm almost to the game-level where we can play together. it will be so fun when we can sit down and (he in texas and me in NY) play a game of WoW, killing people together. :)

all is well, or ok.

oh, and today, this lady who is married asked me why I was so awkward, and its because I was attracted to her, but she's a staff at Unity House, so I couldn't just tell her the way I felt, and also that she's married.

ha.

:P

:).

LATER ALL.

GG.

green river

feeling strangely fulfilled.

:)